My darling, its 5.19am and you are asleep in my arms after a feed and a change of nappy. Before you fell asleep, you stared straight into my eyes for a few minutes and I just loved our bonding.
I love the way you are so intense. You love looking (I should say staring) at daddy for a long time, this concentration is completely unique to a baby your age (you are now a little over 3 months old but you've been doing this since you were a couple of weeks old).
I don't want to put you down in your bassinet although its just next to me. I know its against what all the sleep training fanatics advise but I also know that time flies and you won't be so little for long and I just wanna treasure every moment that I get to carry you in my arms. Because one day you won't fall asleep on my breast anymore, one day you will sleep through the night and I'm gonna miss this.
So just to let you know that sometimes, in the wee hours of the morning (or night), I break all the sleep training rules because I want to.
Love,
Mummy
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